tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8492116542696415832012-02-04T05:09:37.211+08:00♥~看过的事，遇过的事，心里的事，想说的事~♥JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.comBlogger1391100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-73028188978369392552012-02-04T04:41:00.005+08:002012-02-04T05:09:37.391+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;"><b>新年快乐</b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我好像</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的很久没有上来留留言了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">1个多月了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许是这也算是件好事吧</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为以往我都是不开心的时候才会上来说说话</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这次</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">只想简单的聊一点</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:)</span><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><br /></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">家庭篇 :</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">农历新年前一个星期</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我全家人除了我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">都出了意外</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很不可思议的一大堆</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">如今</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">农历新年快结束了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真心的希望家人都平平安安</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">健健康康</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就够了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">朋友篇 :<br />我觉得</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">现在在 KL 的我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">认识了一大新朋友</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">却感觉好像没办法成为真心的好朋友一般</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">普通的说说笑笑当然没问题</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是当我有心事想倾诉的时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我发现我找不到任何一个人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的觉得很可悲</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很孤独</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:(</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">其实问题是出在</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我自己本身没办法那么容易相信别人吗？</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">抑或是相反的我没办法让别人相信我？</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不知道</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的真的真的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很想念</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我那另外的5个包</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">T___T</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">新的一年</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我希望我和那5个包感情永不改变</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">友谊永固</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">能够认识他们</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">成为能够进入他们心里的一员</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是缘分</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的很珍惜他们</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">珍惜这段缘分</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#993399;">我爱你们!!</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">^^</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">感情篇 :</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">没什么特别要公开说的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我希望就一直这样就好</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">现在的我们很好</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但一样要重复的就是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">"将心比心" &amp; "信任" &amp; "坦诚"</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这三者很重要</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">希望 "你" 明白我想要表达的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我要我们越来越好</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我爱你</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">~</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">自己篇 :</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Goal - Set 好了 !</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我希望自己能越来越进步</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">学会越来越多的东西</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我要成功</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我要让所有看扁我的人吓到嘴巴关不到 !</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">呵呵呵</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">等着瞧吧</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我相信自己的能力</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也相信只要"想要"就一定会"做到"</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">JESS LIM</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">加油 ~!</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">好啦</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就酱先</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">新年快乐</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">万事如意</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">身体健康</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">心想事成</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">龙马精神</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">年年有余</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">今年要比去年好</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">等等 ~~~</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">哈哈哈哈</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:D</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-7302818897836939255?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-29467230182416448412011-12-27T03:28:00.007+08:002011-12-27T03:41:05.868+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><strong>变</strong></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">有时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">时间久了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很多东西都会慢慢变了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">.....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我只能无奈地感叹</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">有时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; ">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">没那种福气</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就是没那种福气</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">羡慕别人又怎样</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">只会让自己更不开心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-2946723018241644841?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-77546983393661754362011-12-11T18:07:00.005+08:002011-12-11T18:41:54.963+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><strong>恐惧</strong></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不知道为什么</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">总是会很突然的感觉恐惧</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一种不知道怎么形容的恐惧</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">害怕做不到自己要的东西</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">害怕达不到要求</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">害怕做错事情</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">害怕讲错话</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">害怕东西做不好</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">害怕跟不上脚步</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">害怕......</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">好多东西</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">昨天跟那位今年是新秀 8 强的朋友</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">聊了一下</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">他很支持我继续往这方面去努力</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">然后有聊到这些心理恐惧的东西</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">嗯</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">毕竟大家都算是新人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">关于心态那方面</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">的确还是会有很多共鸣</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">他告诉我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">" 要对自己有信心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不要害怕</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">害怕就代表你一定会失败..."</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">其实那句 " 不要害怕 "</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是有安抚到我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:')</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">有时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不是不能承受压力</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不是对自己没有信心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">当努力了以后却一直不被认同</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">自信心和自尊心是会一点一点被磨蚀的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">取而代之的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是怀疑自己</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不相信自己的心态</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">有时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">当一个人发呆的时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我会开始怀疑自己</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我是不是真的会唱歌 ?</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我是不是真的能成为键盘手 ?</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这2个月里</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">其实我知道比起之前</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我是有进步了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不知道怎么说</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">进步了一点点</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是自信心相对的越来越薄弱</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">比如说</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">进步了 1% , 自信心直接退掉 10%</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ff0000;">&gt;&lt;</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不要问我为什么</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为我自己也不知道</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我也很想知道</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><div><br /></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">唉</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">信心们</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">你们在哪里叻</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-7754698339366175436?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-39171178312222771742011-12-10T02:24:00.004+08:002011-12-10T03:04:26.555+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><strong>眼泪</strong></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我承认我是个很眼浅的人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很多时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的很努力想要把眼泪忍住</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是我试过很多次了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的没有办法</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">它就是那么不受控制的流下</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">.....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不是不够坚强</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">相反的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我觉得我就是太倔强</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也可说是太敏感</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">某样事情</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">或某些话语</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">在别人眼就里那么的不经意</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是却很容易就不小心地刺进我的心里</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那种心一酸</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">眼泪就直接不受控制夺眶而出的感觉</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我相信没有多少人真正能明白</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;" ></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不要觉得我的眼泪无所谓</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不要觉得我的眼泪不珍贵</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不要要求我控制眼泪</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为那是一件很难</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的很难的事情</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">当有一天</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">你发现我伤心生气时不再会流泪</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不要觉得高兴</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那不是代表我变坚强了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而是代表</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我对你陌生了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">你你你和你</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">从此以后都不要再凶我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可以吗 ?</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">.__.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-3917117831222277174?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-36966499767926853312011-12-03T17:50:00.007+08:002011-12-03T18:26:11.644+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#333399;">失望</span></strong></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><br /></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是知道我最讨厌别人骗我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; ">或是隐瞒我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是为什么</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">还是选择不告诉我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">......</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我曾说过</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">要对我隐瞒就请想尽一切办法不要让我知道</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">若有可能让我知道就请不要对我隐瞒</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很可惜</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这两样都没做到</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">若这是一件你认为的小事</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">你觉得不重要</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">所以不说</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那为什么</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就连是小事也要隐瞒</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">若你说害怕告诉我我会乱想</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我觉得这不足以成为一个理由</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为你知道的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不会</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">如果当天你选择坦白</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">或许我会乱想</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">或许我会不高兴</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是这也许就真的是小事一件</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就真的会过去的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">你选择了不坦白</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">你知道吗</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">“不坦白”</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这三个字</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">足以把一件小事放大</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">再放大</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">再放大好几倍</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">.....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">“将心比心”</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是你教我的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">你可曾想过</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">若今天</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是我对你隐瞒</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我去接触了我的以前</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">然后不告诉你</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而有一天你无意中发现了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">有这样的一件事</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">你会怎么做</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">你会怎么想</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">.....</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的不知道应该怎么做</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">问题不出于信不信任</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">为什么在知道我最恨别人欺骗我的情况下</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">要选择对我隐瞒</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">?</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不是我不信任你</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不是我对你没有信心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">相反的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是你不相信我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是你对我没有信心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">所以才会这样做</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我会把这件事情记在心里</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为我要警惕自己</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">永远不要这样隐瞒在乎的人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为这真的会很痛</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">“将心比心”</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我一直都明白这个道理</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">.....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不是生气</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不是介意</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我只是难过</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我只是失望</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不要说对不起</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为有时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">对不起这三个字</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的没有用</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">尤其是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">当伤害造成了以后</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-3696649976792685331?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-17943410744573951252011-11-18T22:44:00.003+08:002011-11-18T23:07:13.788+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:130%;color:#333399;">:/</span></b></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div id="Nv5anhws" 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/></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-68619619627720047962011-11-11T02:47:00.005+08:002011-11-11T16:56:02.135+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><strong>等没有</strong></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">有时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就是傻傻的在等</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">等等等</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">等了很久</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">结果</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">还是什么都等没有</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">其实有时候我会在意</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我会在意一些或许对他来说不是那么重要的事情</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是我就是这样</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">对别人来说的小事情</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但对我来说那可能就是很上心的事</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">比如说</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我会在意为什么所有上载的照片</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">都不曾有一张是我们的合照</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">........</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">嗯</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">或许这在很多人眼里是微不足道的吧</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是在我的观点</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">会觉得</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许不是事情微不足道</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">微不足道的是那个照片里的我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而足以挂齿的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">都是"我"以外的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">别的人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">别的事</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">别的物</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">嗯</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我没有生气</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我只是无奈</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">加上一点点的低落</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">多浪漫一点点</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">并不会浪费很多的时间跟精力</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; ">我要的并不多</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我要的只是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不要冷落我</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">时间</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不是让两个人在一起甜甜蜜蜜的第 1 天</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">变成 cincincaicai 的第 * 天</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">的理由</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">共勉之</span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不需要理我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我只是纯粹心情不太好</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">发发牢骚</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">发完牢骚</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">睡一觉醒来</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我就会忘记了</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-6861961962772004796?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-28574206763364610962011-11-10T18:18:00.005+08:002011-11-10T18:53:39.521+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><strong>怀念</strong></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">坦白说</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我怀念在金宝的日子</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我想念那里的好朋友</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">好姐妹</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">回到来了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">才发现其实自己是很孤独的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不知道要怎么形容那种心情</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">身边很多人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但我还是感觉我是融不进去的那一个</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">以前</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">只要有什么开心或不开心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我可以随时随地找好姐妹倾诉</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">闷了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我可以约一班朋友去喝茶</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">到处溜达</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就算到三更半夜也没有人会管我</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是现在</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">每天醒来</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我就只能呆在家里</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">做一些该做该练的东西</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">晃下晃下</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">到了晚上</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就去做工</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">虽然也不算是每天都这样</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是那一些呆在家里的日子我还是觉得很闷</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很无聊</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">当有事情时</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我想找好姐妹聊心事的时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我上网</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我发现</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不知道该如何说起</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">想着要找这里的朋友</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是我也不懂要怎么出去</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为没有车用</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">所以最终我的选择还是只能呆在家里</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很矛盾</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">有时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我发现自己的生活圈子很广</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">身边其实都有很多很多人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但有时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我却又觉得自己的生活圈子很窄</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为当想约朋友时</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我想不起在这里我可以约谁</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">尤其是想谈心时</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的不知道我可以找谁</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不知道在这里</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我可以相信的是谁</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那一刻</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的很怀念在金宝的日子</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我很想我表妹</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我很想他们</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很想每一个人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很想每个可以陪我癫</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">陪我聊心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">陪我到处去的好姐妹好朋友</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">至于家人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不想多说</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">总而言之</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我现在要努力</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">自己赚钱存钱</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">目前有两个需要最快达到的目标就是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">1. 自己出一辆车(能驾就好)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">毕竟我真的不可能麻烦和靠家人每次载送</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">况且被念多了我也会觉得烦</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我知道有的事情</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的不可能依靠依赖</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就算要靠</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也只能靠自己</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">2. 自己存学费</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">上一次就说过了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我要独立</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为我太依赖了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不想看任何人的脸色做事情</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不想要让别人成为我的中心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不想要麻烦任何人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不要欠任何人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">靠自己</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是最好最稳的决定</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">怀念归怀念</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">路是自己选的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我会走下去</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我会努力！</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">依旧警惕自己</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">老话一句</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">靠山山会倒</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">靠人人会跑</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">还是靠自己吧</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">有时候还是要相信一句话</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">"这世上</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">没有人会比自己更可靠"</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-2857420676336461096?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-6290966570228691802011-10-30T14:58:00.005+08:002011-10-30T15:26:17.317+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><strong>Cut off dependency</strong></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#333399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Perhaps what the others said were true</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Yeah</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">I guess I do believe now</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Well I think it's not a bad thing at all</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">It might became one of the reason that keep pushing me forward</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Work harder and harder on what I should have do</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">I shall plan for everything</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">and give myself an idea to walks on the right track</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">What I meant was</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">I'll start putting myself at the first place instead of the other thing while planning</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">it might sound selfish but this is the only way</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">I would say this is the only way because</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">I am too dependant</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">yeah too dependant on everything</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">and I used to put the others as my center</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">and that caused me to felt that I am lifeless</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">I am just doing or planning all my things based on others</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">when others work out of plan</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">I'll start feeling panic and thinking</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">OMG what to do now ?!</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:/</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">I felt like I'm bringing too much of troubles</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">I wouldn't want that anymore</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">I don't wanna be a lifeless teen</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">and I don't wanna give myself a chance to feel upset anymore</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">well goes back to the first thing I've mentioned just now</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">the thing that I start believing now is</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Do not ever depends on others</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">when you start depending</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">you start putting hope on it</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">when you start putting hope on it</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">and if you never get what you've expected</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">what you are getting is only disappointed and disappointed</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">nothing else</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">so</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">do not ever be a dependant person</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">unless you are confident that you'll never get disappointed at all</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">I wanna be an INDEPENDENT girl</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">yes I will</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">yes I must</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-629096657022869180?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-13721720210579136762011-10-14T01:42:00.005+08:002011-10-14T02:05:15.619+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><strong>决定</strong></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我决定不读了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">做了这个决定以后</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">其实心里是松了一口气的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我终于有个方向</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">终于知道自己想要做什么了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这算是我这个有选择困难症的人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">第一次可以那么快和坚定的做下一个决定</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是该感到庆幸么？</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我想是的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为在我决定这样做了以后</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我在 facebook 收到很多朋友的 message</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">每个人都说</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很羡慕我有这种勇气做这个决定</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">要不然就是说</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很羡慕我能有家人的体谅啦</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">或是羡慕我能为自己的未来作决定</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">其实</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这些话</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">都是在为我打下一支又一支的强心针</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我知道了其实大多数人都不想继续</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也知道了他们都是被家人所逼</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">更知道了他们无法自己选自己要的路</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这一切</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是有多么的悲哀</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一如往常</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我依然觉得我是幸运的小孩</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我有能谅解我的家人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我有为我撑腰的另一半</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我有祝福我支持我的好朋友们</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">比起那些说羡慕我的朋友</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的觉得我很幸运</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很幸运</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">昨天</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我三姐从香港 webcam call 回来</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是我不在场</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">跟她通话的只有我妈和我大哥</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">结果</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">妈妈是告诉我说</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">三姐问妈妈</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">为什么看到我在金宝好像很不开心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">......</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我听到这些</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">其实心里有一阵酸酸的感觉流过</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不知道为什么</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:/</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许是我真的不开心到堂姐在那么远都 feel 到 ?</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">哈哈</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">嗯</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">能够回到家里来</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是我感觉最舒服的事</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">远离让我一直 emo 的压力</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">抛掉我不喜欢的包袱</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我松下来了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:D</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">现在</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我该好好规划我的未来了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">把兴趣，喜欢和热诚当成我最大的动力</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我要加油</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我要在 20 岁人生的这一页</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">开始写上我不后悔的一切一切</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; ">:D</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-1372172021057913676?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-82758822501646190322011-09-23T01:50:00.005+08:002011-09-23T02:09:56.120+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><strong>我能感受那种痛</strong></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">她和他</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">5 年多的感情</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一夜之间</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">什么都没了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">分开以后</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">相隔不到几星期</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">看见的是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">他 "in a relationship" with 她的好朋友</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我心疼她</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">几个月前</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">他和她曾和那位好朋友出游</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">拍了好多照片</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">照片里都是他搂着她</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很甜蜜的照片</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">讽刺的是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">拍这些照片和上载这些照片的人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就是那位好朋友</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很莫名的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">看着她的部落格</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我觉得好难过</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">原来无论多久</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">无论多么甜蜜</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">感情还是会有结束的可能</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">更有可能的是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那是种无法想像和预料的结束方式</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">受到的伤害 那个伤口</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许很久很久很久</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">都没有办法复原</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我知道</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">她真的很爱他</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">看着这些</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我突然觉得心空了一小部分</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我想着</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">如果这种事情发生在我身上</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我会怎么样</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">结论是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;"><strong>我完全接受不到</strong></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">坦白说</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">其实这一些</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一直都是我会去想到的事</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这也是为什么之前我一直不敢接受任何一段感情</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我踏不出那一步</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的会很怕</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:/</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">虽然对现在和以后的自己是有信心的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是看到这种事情</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">信心难免都会被削弱</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">总是会担心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就是会担心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">完了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那双鱼的多愁善感又来了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">看到这种事</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">还要是发生在我朋友身上</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的很难过</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:(</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我能感受那种痛</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:(</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-8275882250164619032?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-7640478963055855602011-09-19T05:28:00.005+08:002011-09-19T05:59:41.337+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><strong>这首歌</strong></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为他</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我很爱他的这首歌</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为他</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我想要再听这首歌</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但因为她</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我开始讨厌这首歌的旋律在我耳边响起</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">前几天不经意地听到了这首歌</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">它还是幸福的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">曾几何时我真的很爱听很爱听</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不知道为什么</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">现在听在我耳里却开始觉得刺耳</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">心里不是开心的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而是酸酸的落寞</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我想起很多话</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我脑里想起的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是她</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">嗯</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我想我是介意的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许我很小气</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许我并没有想象中那么大方</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不应该地知道得太多了?</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我没办法剥夺和抹去任何人的任何回忆</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我也不会介意去听和知道任何人的过去</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为那是一种人生的过程</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">每个人有都有过去</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">只是现在</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不想去知道更多了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">过去的事情就过去了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而未来的事</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也不关你我他的事</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那就是说我没有必要去知道</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">嗯</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我想</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">应该是这样没错</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">郑重地向这首歌道歉</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">虽然你是首很幸福的歌</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是你带给我的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是落寞的感觉</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不再是幸福快乐了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">以后能避我会避</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不想去听</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不想去想</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不想去为了不相干的人事物不开心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就说我逃避也好</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">什么都好</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就是没办法听你了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">对不起</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">问题出在我自己</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很讨厌</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">却没办法克制</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">自己的不大方</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">.....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但我只是一个普通人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一个很普通的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">女生</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">.....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">原谅我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-764047896305585560?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-68934953580275163342011-09-09T14:59:00.004+08:002011-09-09T15:32:07.306+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><strong>熬。下。去</strong></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">已经不知道说过多少遍了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不想读了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">人是越来越没有方向</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">越读越是感觉自己是走在错的路上</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">曾经是跟我妈提过</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的觉得我在浪费时间</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的不喜欢这科</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这不是我以后要的东西</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我知道</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">她真的很想我把剩下的一年8个月给读完</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">她希望我大学毕业</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">所以</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我是没有选择</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">已经烦了很多天</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">从还没考试</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">想到现在开始考试了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我还在想</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">回家的那一小段时间</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">常常深夜自己一个人读书</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是读到魂飘掉</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">然后发呆</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一发呆下去</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就是傻傻坐在那里不动几个小时</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">脑袋里想的</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就是我该怎么样</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我该怎么样</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我该怎么样</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不懂可以怎样</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很压力</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我想要自己选择我要的将来</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是我不能</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就因为小时候很会念书</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就注定在所有人眼中</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我一定要做个高材生</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">大学毕业</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">然后做份稳定的 professional field 工作么</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我很想说</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">excuse me</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那时小时候的事</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不是现在好吗</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">嗯</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是的</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">至少在所有的亲戚眼里</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这个定论是成立的</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">还是没有选择</span>....</div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的很没有心读了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">难读之余</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我也没有 passion</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">没有 heart</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为我根本一丁点兴趣都没有</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">要我怎么把它们塞进脑？</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">现在就是过着些机械化</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">被逼着去做我不喜欢做的事</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而且还要是我离家那么远</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">自己一个人在这边</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就是所谓的人生吗</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></div><div><br /></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不想再想了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">反正</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">想了也没用</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为我知道家人疼我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">若我不真的不想读他们不会阻止我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是我是过不到自己那关</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不想我妈失望</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就当作是对她的一个交代</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">虽然</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的觉得很压力</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很压力</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很压力</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">熬下去吧</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这是我唯一可以对自己说的话</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">什么不开心</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">什么委屈</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">什么眼泪</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我会自己扛自己收</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我说过我不埋怨</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但我才发现</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">其实不知不觉中我埋怨了很多</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">嗯</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">强迫自己不能再去埋怨了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我会做到</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">什么都不想理了</span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我累</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-6893495358027516334?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-2360326066063183592011-08-18T00:50:00.005+08:002011-08-18T01:12:18.331+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><strong>有时候</strong></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">有时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一个人静静的时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">会感觉寂寞</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为我会怕</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我害怕</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那无声的寂寞和空虚</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我害怕</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">自己一个没有别人的空间</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span> <br /><span style="color:#993399;" ></span></span></div> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">谁人又何尝不是自己一个</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">每个人都是一个独立的个体</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">其实真正真实的世界</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">又何尝不是自己对自己最真诚</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">自己对自己最诚实</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">自己对自己最好</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">自己才会最明白自己的一切和感受</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">所以</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">曾经有人说</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">人该学会寂寞</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">人该学会习惯寂寞</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">人该学习如何与寂寞和谐相处</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">听</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是听懂了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但做</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">又有多少人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">能够真正乐观的面对寂寞 ?</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许能做到的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">大有人在</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但绝对的绝对</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不会是那一个</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我讨厌寂寞</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我害怕寂寞</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我输给了寂寞</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 271px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: pointer" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5641872376845326018" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-iKxu0mq_XcI/Tkv1COn0VsI/AAAAAAAAAYA/bzwz-fVwT5w/s400/1.jpg" /> </span></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" >很</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">想</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">你</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-236032606606318359?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-62207170604141943872011-08-12T02:32:00.007+08:002011-08-12T02:55:02.006+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153); font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 19px; "><strong>小小愿望</strong></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"> <br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); font-family: Georgia, serif; -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); font-family: Georgia, serif; -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "> <br /></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); font-family: Georgia, serif; -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "> <br /></span></span></div> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我希望一切永远都这样</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一直一直都这样</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一直都会像现在这样</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">当我突然拥有了很多的时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我会先感觉幸福和快乐</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">渐渐的步进平淡</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">然后在后面的阶段</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我会开始感觉不安</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; "><div style="text-align: center; "><span style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); font-family: Georgia, serif; -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); font-family: Georgia, serif; -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "> <br /></span></span></div></span><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不知道这是为什么</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许是个人的问题</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我很怕物极必反</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">每当我处于好的状况的时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">总有在某个后阶段我会开始感觉不安</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">心不安于什么事情？</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也真的不知道</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许是拥有了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我会害怕失去</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许是在乎了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我很害怕失去</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许是幸福了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我更害怕失去</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; "><div style="text-align: center; "><span style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); font-family: Georgia, serif; -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); font-family: Georgia, serif; -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "> <br /></span></span></div></span><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">所以</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我的小小愿望</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我希望我的生活</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">无论是什么方面都好</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一切维持现状就很好很好了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不要任何的风浪</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不要任何问题出现</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我要像现在平平淡淡</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">所有人快快乐乐就好</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#993399;"></span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); font-family: Georgia, serif; -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); font-family: Georgia, serif; -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "> <br /></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#993399;"></span></div> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#993399;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">*</span> 双手合十<span style="color:#ff0000;"> *</span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#993399;">真心的希望我的愿望会实现</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span> <br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">before end story</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">为我平淡的幸福祈祷</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">祝福</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">*</span> 2个月快乐 <span style="color:#ff0000;">*</span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"> <br /></span></span></div> <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; "><div style="text-align: center; "><span style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); font-family: Georgia, serif; -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-HWVRPuEV9uo/TkQkMKS9pAI/AAAAAAAAAXw/oybjPSGvM3k/s320/DSC04134_conew1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5639672424715625474" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 180px; height: 250px; " /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); "></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); font-family: Georgia, serif; -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "> <br /></span></span></div></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"> <br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我很贪心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我很自私</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">属于我的东西</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我会希望它</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">永永远远</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">都只属于我一个</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-6220717060414194387?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-42111169991799103122011-08-04T23:22:00.009+08:002011-08-05T15:35:50.376+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><strong>流失 . 分享</strong></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">最近常常有种</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">某些东西流失的感觉</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">心里空空的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不知道为什么</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">心情郁闷</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">好多琐碎的东西要说</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但在聊时说不出来</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">相反的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">却在挂电话以后</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">才发现</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">哦 忘了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但挂了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就算了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">然后心里就空空的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也不知道是在空什么</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也不懂那是什么感觉</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">奇怪</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">hmmmmm</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">明天要考最后一张 midterm 了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但我是没心情读</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">唉</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">郁闷啊</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我好想大声唱歌</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">大声喊出来啊</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; ">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">嗯</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">前几天看到这小篇东西</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我觉得还蛮正确的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">“两个人一起久了,</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">女的会越来越爱男的；</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">男的越来越随便。</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">男的会说女的老是胡思乱想，</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">女的就说男的已经变了不像以前那么宠她...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">其实大家都没变，</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">只是时间变了。</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为彼此关系亲密了，</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">习惯对方，</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">所以不会再像热恋那样，</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">女的会胡想，</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">无论如何请不要对爱情懒惰，</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">否则只有平淡，</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">然后矛盾争吵再到分手。”</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">共勉之</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">希望大家都不要对爱情懒惰</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">爱情是需要双方面一起经营的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">感情中</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">如果爱是 1</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不爱是 0</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">两人都爱 -- &gt; 1 x 1 = 1 (相爱)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">两人都不爱 -- &gt; 0 x 0 = 0 (不爱)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一人爱 , 一人不爱 -- &gt; 1 x 0 = 0 (单方面付出的感情不会有结果)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">两人只各爱一半 -- &gt; 0.5 x 0.5 = 0.25 (爱的成分变得比原来的一半还少)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">所以</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">若爱了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">请用心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">毫无保留的去爱对方</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0);font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#993399;" class="Apple-style-span">:)</span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;color:#993399;">我想拥有你</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;color:#993399;">更多的时间</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;color:#993399;">虽然明白大家都忙</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;color:#993399;">但联络变少</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;color:#993399;">还是会不习惯</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;color:#993399;">虽然不习惯</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;color:#993399;">但我会学着去习惯</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;color:#993399;">这是我答应过的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;color:#993399;">我一定会做到</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-4211116999179910312?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-38427057615226342332011-07-24T20:13:00.007+08:002011-07-24T20:50:48.192+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><strong>低落</strong></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: left"><br /></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; ">久违的 emo</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">突然没原因地缠上我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">突然的觉得很烦</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">突然的觉得很压力</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我好想回家</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不知道为什么</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">总会觉得现在的自己</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就像没有一个固定的家</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">没有一些固定的朋友</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我有的只是两个不固定的住处</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">有的是两边不固定的朋友</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">自从来了 kampar</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">KL 的朋友</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">KL 的一切似乎离我越来越远</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">感觉就好像</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">现在我熟悉的是 Kampar 的朋友</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而当再过多那 1 年多两年</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我毕业了回去以后</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">KL 的好朋友 = 不熟了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Kampar 的好朋友 = 毕业了就分散了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">结果的结果</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我就是什么都没有的一个 nobody</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">然后感觉一切都要重来就是了</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">然而</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">家</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我曾经跟我妈说过</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">“妈</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我觉得我好像没有一个固定的家..."</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而我妈回应我的就是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">“你傻了啊...”</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我想她应该不是很明白我想表达的意思</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">KL 那里当然才是我真正的家</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这 3 年</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我留在家里的时间有多少？</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我看见家人的次数又有多少...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这 3 年</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我长时间生活在 kampar</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可以说这里变成我更熟悉的地方了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">感觉上</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">放假时回家</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">周末时回家</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那个家</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">只是让我休息的一个空间</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就连我自己的房间</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也开始变得很陌生</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">所有的东西</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">所有的衣服和用品</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">都分两间家放</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我每次来回</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">都要担心会不会带少这个带少那个</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">所以每次就干脆把所有看到觉得要带的统统都带上</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="COLOR: rgb(153,51,153);font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#993399;" class="Apple-style-span">这也就是为什么每次回去个 2/3 天而已</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;">别人也会看到我好像搬家那样</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;">一大包一大袋的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我其实很讨厌这样</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那种感觉我真的不知道该怎么说</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就好像</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的没有一个固定的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">属于我的地方</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">属于我的家</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">属于我的睡房</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我厌倦了每次这样 travel</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">坐火车2个多小时回到去 KL</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">待个几天而已</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">过后我又要用几个小时回来 Kampar</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">有谁知道</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我心里每次是多么的不情愿</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">上那趟 KL 回来 Kampar 的火车</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: left"><span style="font-size:+0;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的觉得我做错了决定</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不应该选择来这里读</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不是讨厌这里</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我只是觉得</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">3 年的时间</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可以让我认识很多很好的人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很好的朋友</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">会让我 3 年以后不舍得这里的人事物</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我曾想过</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">毕业以后</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我会怎样</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是我知道的是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我一定会不舍得这里</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: left"><span style="font-size:+0;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我很讨厌这种感觉</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">无论是当初离开熟悉的一切来到这里的时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">抑或是 1 年多后我即将离开刚开始熟悉的这里 ,</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">回到去我从小长大的地方的时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那种感觉</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的很不好</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我讨厌分离</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很讨厌</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很讨厌</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我现在只有一句话想说</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><strong>我 想 回 家</strong></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-3842705761522634233?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-36005571604689475552011-07-21T02:18:00.008+08:002011-07-22T00:49:08.322+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#3333ff;"><strong>累</strong></span></div><br /><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我很累</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不知道可恶的病魔</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">到底何时才肯放过我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一波未平一波又起</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">唉</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">每次生病</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的都很辛苦</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">强忍生病的痛楚和不适</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那不是很好的一种滋味</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">喉咙已经痛到半死</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">痛了快一个礼拜了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">到底是怎么了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一直有发烧的感觉</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是又不是？</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不懂啊</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">烦死了</span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我只想要健康的身体</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那很过分么</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">每次生病</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">搞得我什么事都没有心去做</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的觉得好累</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">只想休息</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">休息</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">休息...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">睡觉</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">睡觉</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">睡觉...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我没有那个时间</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">:(</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的很需要一个健康的身体</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">去支撑我做好每一件事</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我需要力量</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我需要活力</span><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">常常都会有让我烦恼的事情</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">有的时候我不知道怎么解决</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">人不舒服</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就是会晕头转向</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">没有方向</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不知道那个时候要做什么</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">blur 到够够力</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我自己 plan 的那个时间表</span><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">每件事好像也开始拖延了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不知道怎么办</span><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不舒服到很烦了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">有时候听到别人问我什么东西</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; ">怎么办</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">怎么好</span><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的也不知道</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的很心烦</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">最近很容易火上脑</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不是想要生那种气</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">只是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; ">心烦意躁吧</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我也不懂</span><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我只是觉得很不舒服</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我想不到那么多东西</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我无从发泄</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">头脑好乱</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不懂</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不知道</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不要问我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">有时候硬撑太久</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的会很很很累</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">身累</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">心累</span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我好想大声哭出来</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许这样会舒服一点</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">憋着憋着</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">好辛苦</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的好累好辛苦</span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">"我是坚强的小鱼"</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">"我可以忍"</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">"我很好"</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这些话</span><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我说得越来越心虚</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我开始没有那种信心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那种把握了</span></div><br /><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">最近笑容不见了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#993399;">活力也统统不见了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我讨厌这样的生活</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我讨厌这样的自己</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">林雪莉</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">快回来</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不要迷路了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">要找回那个我</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-3600557160468947555?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-40645801458856174472011-07-12T00:56:00.006+08:002011-07-12T02:48:28.033+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><strong>很快</strong></span></div><div><br /></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: left"><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">时间过得很快</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一眨眼</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">看看手机上的日期</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">哦</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">原来</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我跟他</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也有一个月了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: left"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这一个月以来</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我们见面的次数屈指可数</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的很少很少</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">少的可怜</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:(</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">距离上次他来这里</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">距离我们上一次见面</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">已经有2个多星期了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很想他</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; ">很想看见他</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的很想念他</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">....</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: left"><br /></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">其实我是个非常黏的女朋友</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">以前的我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也因为很黏人而接受不到远距离的感情</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为我总觉得</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">远距离的感情很脆弱</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而我又是个没有安全感</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也不会给人安全感的人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">当然</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这绝对不代表第三者的出现啦</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">(我是很专一的 , 呵呵<span style="color:#ff0000;"> :P</span>)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">只是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我所谓的没有安全感</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">是在指没看见对方</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">当有事情时对方不在身边</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我会觉得非常没安全感</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我也会担心他</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">然后想很多假设性的事情</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但现在</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">已经不是那么一回事了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我相信就是安全感吧</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">他能够给我一种很莫名的安全感</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">让我能够那么久没见他也不会感觉有距离</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">感觉担心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">感觉渺茫且无措</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也不会感觉我是自己一个人的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">相反的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我却能觉得他其实一直就在我身边</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而且我们之间</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">根本没有那 200++km 的距离</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">只是有的时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我还是会多愁善感地有点难过啦</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的很想他</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很想念他偶尔会轻轻的摸我的头 sayang 我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">轻轻的给我一个温暖又安全的拥抱</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">呵呵</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我很庆幸</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">上帝让我遇见了把我当宝一样疼爱我的他</span></div></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我很庆幸</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一个月前我没有因为远距离的那个顾虑而最后选择放弃</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我很庆幸</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我最后的这个选择的确没有错</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我很庆幸</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为他让我有信心也让我感受到我们可以拥有共同的未来</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我很庆幸</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我终于遇见...也停泊在那个属于我幸福的港口了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: left"><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我感恩</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">谢谢你</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">谢谢你所做的一切</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">♥</span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="COLOR: rgb(83,82,82)" class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">知道你最近忙</span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); ">也知道</span></div></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">你已经尽量抽时间在陪我了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); ">虽然你都不会把这些为我做的事说出口</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(153,51,153);font-family:'trebuchet ms';" class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span">可是</span><span class="Apple-style-span">我知道的</span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(153,51,153);font-family:'trebuchet ms';" class="Apple-style-span">我感受到的</span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我也明白的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不要担心你做得不好</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不要担心你会忽略我</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">好吗</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我已经很满足了</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">♥</span></span> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-4064580145885617447?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-918037610816993792011-07-07T12:30:00.005+08:002011-07-08T01:07:17.451+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><strong>去年今天</strong></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: left"><span style="font-size:+0;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">去年的今天</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">发生了好多好多事</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也是我人生中起伏最大的好几天</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">好几个星期</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">时间过得很快</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一年了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">已经过去一年了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">呼</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这些记忆我并不是刻意去想起</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">只是今天在班上</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Teng 突然提到去年的今天</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">然后我的思绪</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就飘回到了那个时候</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">头脑就像在重播一样</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; ">所有发生的一切一切</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">都历历在目</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">虽然我早已放下了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可是每当回想起</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">还是会有点点的感叹</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">还会能感受到当时的刺痛和难受</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那时候还小吧</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我想每个人都一样</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">总爱向对方许下诺言</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">想起那些曾经傻傻听过的话</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我觉得很可笑</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也很讽刺</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许并没有人知道</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">自从这一些事情发生以后</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我已没有办法完全相信别人所对我许下的诺言</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我也从不对别人许下我没有把握做到的诺言</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为我明白</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">当诺言统统破灭时</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">那会是多么痛的一件事</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我痛过我明白</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">所以我不想让我在乎的任何一个人感受到那种痛</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而现在</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">无论是对谁都好</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">当我承诺某件事时</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我是真正的真心的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">拼了命也要去做到</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而做不到的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我绝对不会说出口</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">嗯</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我已经往前走了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我希望他也是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">现在的我过得很快乐</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很幸福</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我希望他也一样</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0);font-family:'trebuchet ms';" class="Apple-style-span">:)</span></div><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">7/7</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">不小心地</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">打开了尘封的记忆</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">翻阅了一遍</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">...</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这一翻阅</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">带给我的不是眷恋</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">重重把我推向前</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">让我更想好好把握</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">好好珍惜</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">现在拥有的一切</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-91803761081699379?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-9207368309986776342011-06-24T23:48:00.006+08:002011-06-24T23:59:01.814+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><strong>加油</strong></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: left"><br /></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">只是想和自己说声</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">加油加油</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:</span><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0);font-family:'trebuchet ms';" class="Apple-style-span">)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;">昨天</span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;">那只是一场恶梦</span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;">不怕不怕</span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我相信自己可以的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; ">很快就会好起来</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一定会</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-920736830998677634?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-21020390400102852812011-06-22T23:43:00.007+08:002011-06-23T00:44:14.026+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 21px; "><strong><span style="color:#333399;">公平</span> <span style="color:#ff0000;">:)</span></strong></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;"><br /></span></strong></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-I2NoudeQ8gc/TgIbhwdxGdI/AAAAAAAAAXo/BMsbXCxSfyg/s320/smiley_face-1612.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 215px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5621085551671187922" /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我妈常常会告诉我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这个世界是公平的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">当上天给予你一样东西</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">他也会拿走你一样东西</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我对这句话深信不疑</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我知道</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">没有一个人会永远的衰</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也没有一个人会永远的好</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">当你拥有所有美好的东西时</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一定会有一样不好的事情 ;</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而当你面对所有不好的事情时</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">身边总会有样好的东西</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">上天给了我幸福快乐的生活</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">却也把我的健康给带得越来越远</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也许</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这就是我眼里那所谓的公平吧</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但我不想去埋怨</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为比起很多人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我已经算很幸福了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而且</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我也相信</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这只是小事一桩</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我一定可以熬过来的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我想我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">没有别人想象中的那么脆弱吧</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">更何况他告诉我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">现在我有他</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不需要害怕</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我可以安心的依靠他</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">最近真的被风膜搞得我快疯了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很多时候能忍的我都忍下来了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不喜欢让身边的人担心我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">尤其是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我妈</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">呼</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">没关系</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我会好起来的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">一定会一定会</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">大大的笑容</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">还是我最爱最爱的表情</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">大家加油 ~</span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我知道你很疼爱我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">谢谢你</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但我真的希望我不是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">你的负担</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">亲爱的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">辛苦你了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的辛苦你了</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-2102039040010285281?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-17095528069813277392011-06-16T12:56:00.006+08:002011-06-17T23:55:09.369+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><b>感恩</b></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我知道</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我是个一直都被上天眷恋的小孩</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我是个幸运的人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为身边来来去去</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">都有着很多很多很疼我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很照顾我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">对我很好的人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我知道</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; ">这是种福气</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">虽然生活</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">并没有说很顺遂</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">还是有很多不开心的事</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">但我选择把开心的事都放大</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">把不开心的事能缩多小就多小</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为我知道比起很多人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我真的算很幸福了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我不想去埋怨</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我喜欢告诉身边人所有开心的事</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我喜欢看见每个人都开心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为我容易被影响</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">所以只要大家开心</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我就会开心了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">而不开心的事</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">也没什么大不了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">逼着自己睡觉醒来忘记</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">就好了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">真的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我很珍惜</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我也会珍惜</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">现在我所拥有的一切</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">秉持着同样的一句话</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">同样的一个信念 :</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">“难过”</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这两个字</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">代表的其实是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">“难的，它总会过"</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">嗯</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">这句话</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">送给全部人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">共勉之</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">加油</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">刘翰涌</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">谢谢你闯进我的生活里</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">把我所有原则都打乱</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">谢谢你让我明白和感受</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">被人捧在手心里疼爱和宠坏的那种幸福</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">谢谢你的细心和照顾</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">谢谢你给予我的一切一切</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">谢谢你</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">属于我的幸福</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我遇到了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我也勇敢的把握了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">你也要加油哦</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我把所有的幸运</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">借给你</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">祝福你</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#993399;">一定要比我幸福哦</span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-1709552806981327739?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-23635645765207632712011-05-31T17:21:00.006+08:002011-05-31T18:04:02.808+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><b>错 · 对的人?</b></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">被人宠坏</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">被人照顾</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">被人疼爱的感觉</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">好幸福 ~</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">最简单的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">很疼我</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">对我好</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">有安全感</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可以安心依靠</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">能接受我无时无刻撒娇</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">好像</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">都有齐了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">嗯</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">只是</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">好像无论是对还是错的人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我其实还是会怕</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我也不知道</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我才刚跟 Teng 聊来</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我觉得我老了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">哈哈</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为现在我好像是以</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">结婚作为前提来交往酱</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">*完了*</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">哈哈</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">没办法啦</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">因为感情这东西我怕了</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我现在只想遇到一个对的人</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">然后好好的</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">安定下来</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><br /></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></span></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我只是个普通女生</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">:)</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">我也需要一个</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">可以让我安心停泊的码头</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-2363564576520763271?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-77331116903344248952011-05-25T02:19:00.004+08:002011-05-26T02:03:56.614+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#333399;">给你们</span></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">也许有的时候</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">真的把事情统统都收在心里</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">自己一个人知道</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">自己一个人明白</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">自己一个人消化</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">自己一个人承受</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">不要说出来</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">或写出来比较好</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">太多的不便</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">造成不必要的曝光</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">导致突如其来的点点刺痛</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我知道那是对我的关心</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">但</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我更希望拥有的是</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我能在自己的这个小地方</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">延续自己那小小的期望</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">小小的期待</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">而不是</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">关心我以后所带来给我的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">那直接一箭中箭靶的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">伤害</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我没有怪任何人的意思<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我只是想让你们知道而已<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"> <div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">衷心的说一句</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">" 谢谢关心 "</span></span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:)</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">反正都不是第一次了</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我已经不会再去在乎了</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">因为</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我学会多疼自己了</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:)</span></span><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-7733111690334424895?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-11403526575796758042011-05-19T01:18:00.003+08:002011-05-19T02:34:54.054+08:00<div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#333399;">blog 臭酸了</span></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#333399;"><br /></span></span></strong></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我有好多好多好多的话想说</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可惜累积起来</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">好多了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">已经记不起来</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也写不出来了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">没关系</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">反正净是一些不开心的事</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">忘了也好 ~</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">最近</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">时间是充实得很很很开心的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">回来 KL</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">真的很开心</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">每一天的时间都是过得满满的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">呼～</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">坦白说</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我喜欢被身边每个人照顾那种感觉</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">而这种东西呢</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">只有我回到来 KL 才会感受到</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我觉得我是幸运的小孩</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">因为身边每个人都对我很很很好</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">疼我也很照顾我</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我爱死了这种被照顾的感觉～</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:D</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我想</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我还是喜欢当妹妹的这个角色</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也只适合当妹妹吧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">毕竟</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">照顾别人</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">这我还不太行</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">呵呵 ~</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">在我 blog 里</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">感情</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">几乎是逃不掉的一个话题</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">哈哈</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">谁叫我是双鱼座</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">感情对我来说是蛮重要的一件事</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也是很容易困扰我的一件事</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">其实我自己也不知道</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">就像我突然冒上心头的一句话</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">“</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也许坚持在一个没有未来的未来是错的...</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也许转个身 , 遇见的才是真正该坚持的现在...”</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可能没有多少人能明白我说的是什么吧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">嗯</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">其实很简单</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">说的就是</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也许我该放下在我心里那个不会有未来的人</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">不该再和自己过不去</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">不该再让自己为不在乎自己的人烦恼伤心了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我想我不应该固执了吧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">当一个人从一开始认识就对你很好</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">时不时找你聊天</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">常常告诉你身边发生的一切</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">常常陪你</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">带你出去</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">当一切都是平平淡淡开开心心的时候</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">却在某一天突然把你推开</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">与你保持安全的朋友距离</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">呵呵</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">那是什么样的状况</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我真的搞不懂</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我想我只是他其中一个过客吧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">只是他却不知道</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">他不是...</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">很可笑吧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我到现在还是不懂</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">为什么我要把自己搞得那么狼狈</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">唉</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">是真的眼光太高了吗</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">不觉得耶</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">唉</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我已经把自己的底线越 set 越低了啦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">再低下去</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我自己都接受不到了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">啊啊啊</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">显～</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">最近</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">看到 couple 的照片</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">都会让我刺激到一下</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">LOL</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-1140352657579675804?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-32986159377670808342011-05-07T23:44:00.002+08:002011-05-07T23:47:10.415+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#333399;">累 | 热</span></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我知道我很久没来 update 了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我没时间<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:(</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">明天或后天吧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我有很多话要说</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">T__T</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">祝我考试顺顺利利</span></span></div><div align="center"> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">替我加油</span></span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">谢谢哦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:)</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">累</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-3298615937767080834?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-9773849792186930662011-04-26T04:44:00.002+08:002011-04-26T04:48:47.719+08:00<p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#333399;">夜半心声</span></span></strong></span></p><p><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></p><p><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> </span></span><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">4点多了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我知道有点迟</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">呵呵</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">只是单纯的觉得很久没 update 了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">想说睡前来 update 下</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">星期三就要回去 kampar 等考试了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">其实真的蛮 stress 下</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">唉</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">可以说真的很难</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">第一次觉得考试前读书读到那么的无助</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我也不知道这个学期怎么办</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">一切都要靠自己读</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我说真的我好像真的读不来</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">有时被影响到</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">也会想着要放弃</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">...</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">可是</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">无论心里多么的想放弃</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我还是得继续熬下去</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">个中原因</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我自己知道</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">......</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">嗯</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">还是同样那一句</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">不需要担心我</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">无论我多么的烦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">多么的不开心</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我还是会努力的给每个人看见我最灿烂的笑容</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">让身边每个人只记得我开心 + active的样子</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">因为相同的道理</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我喜欢看见别人笑</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我喜欢大家开开心心地</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">^^</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">今天看见了一句话：</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">“</span></span><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> 有一些些的距离</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">并不代表不完美</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">有时候</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">太过靠近反而呈现反效果</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">这种感觉很妙，很舒服</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"> ”</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">其实</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我不太赞同这句话</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">因为这句话很 support 暧昧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我知道也许很多人喜欢到处暧昧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">可是我</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">不喜欢</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我会认为</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">感觉对了就一起</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">不要无谓的多搞什么暧昧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">它并不会让你的价值提高多一些</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">而且我觉得</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">若一个男生真的真心喜欢一个人</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">他绝对会想要给予他喜欢的那个人一个“女朋友”的名分</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">会想要公告全世界他有爱人了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">会想大方的牵着她的手一起逛街</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">会想让全世界知道“她是我的，你别碰”</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">.....</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">暧昧那首歌歌词说的很好</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">“暧昧让人受尽委屈</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">找不到相爱的证据”</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">暧昧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">真的没有任何人看得见</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">你们相爱的证据</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">....</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">好啦<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">没什么特别的意思<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">只是纯粹想要分享一下我听到的这句话</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">看是否有人想法和我一样</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">呵呵 ~</span></span><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">再靠近一点点</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">就让你牵手</span></span><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">再勇敢一点点</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我就跟你走</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-977384979218693066?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-44959859324491091842011-04-18T15:16:00.002+08:002011-04-18T15:25:53.650+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#333399;">KACAO</span></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">不看就没怎么样</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">因为什么都不会知道</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可是自己又手痒</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">搞什么鬼</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">看又不是</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">不看又不是</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">到最后还是看了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">结论是 : 自己拿来衰</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">烦死</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">想多多</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">乱七八糟</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">通常我一觉睡醒以后</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">就可以把所有不开心的事都忘掉的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">怎么好像失灵了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">睡醒了也还是记得</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">在 zomok 哦现在</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">啊啊啊啊啊啊啊</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">烦.</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">讨厌死了.</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我开始慢慢地在否定我自己了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我是</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">多余出来的<br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我知道</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-4495985932449109184?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-23760645284066072812011-04-17T19:40:00.002+08:002011-04-17T19:43:41.606+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#333399;">爆炸</span></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">心情很不好</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">一肚子的闷气</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我要爆炸了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">不要来</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">惹我</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-2376064528406607281?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-47111302145353224012011-04-17T01:25:00.004+08:002011-04-17T16:36:17.026+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><strong><span style="color:#333399;">我生自己的气</span></strong></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">今天我很累</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可是现在三更半夜的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">想到某些事情</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">那些乱七八糟的事情和情绪</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">突然的弄到我很烦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">到底怎么了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">到底是怎么了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">到底在想什么的啊</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我很想有个答案</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可是我却又不可以问</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我已经装成很完全没事的样子</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">已经尽量让一切看起来很正常</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">尽量放松的让自己看起来很自然</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可是却发现这样忍着憋着</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">装没事其实</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">很辛苦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我为什么要让自己看起来那么愚蠢啊</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">为什么要让自己受这种无谓的无聊的委屈叻</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">是,我认</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我认我笨<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">生气<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我烦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可是我却什么都不能做</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">对啦我没用</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">算了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">算了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">算了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">不要管我</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">故意</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">!@#$%^&amp;*()</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-4711130214535322401?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-57695667744013493442011-04-11T18:26:00.003+08:002011-04-11T18:52:44.731+08:00<p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#333399;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">几米 -《想你了，你却不知道》</span></strong></span></span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"> 　</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我问，怎样才能让一个人知道你在想她？ </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">你说，心里不停地默念她的名字，他就能感受到。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可我一直在心底重复着你的名字，你却一直没有音信。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也许，你并不知道我在等你。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我问，当你在等一个人的短信时，你是会调成静音模式还是户外模式？ </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">你说，静音。这样，发现短信来到的时候就会充满惊喜。 </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">于是我调了静音，于是我马上就后悔。 </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我一直在看手机，我觉得自己有些强迫症了，每一次屏幕亮起的瞬间，</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我的一颗心就也跟着亮了起来，这感觉，那样美好，那样心碎。 </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也许，你并不知道我在等你。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我问，你忙吗？在干嘛？吃了吗？ </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">你一一回答，不忙，看书，没吃。 </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可我却发现自己笨笨地不知该再说些什么, </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">再说什么都是多余，再说什么都只会让人厌烦。 </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">你生活在一个可以没有我的世界，我居住在一个只有你的天空。 </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">所以，我注定是个失败的人。 </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可是，为什么聪明的你不能帮我想一想，我还可以和你说什么，我还能为你做什么？ </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可是，为什么不忙的你不能试着回一些疑问句，让我们的对话更长？ </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可是，为什么你从没有这样的时候，这样想念着我，想念着一个一直在等你的人？ </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也许，你并不知道我在等你。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></p><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我什么也没问出口，可这不代表我的草稿箱里什么都没有。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我一直在写，一直在删，一直在改。偶尔一两条，又会在发出之前的最后一秒被转入草稿箱。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可纵使是这样的严格筛选，我还是不知不觉攒下了许多草稿，那许许多多的字里行间，其实只有三个字：我想你。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">但你却问，还说我没有发，你不是一样没有音信？</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我说，因为害怕打扰到你。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">其实，我只是想等你主动发一次，让我相信，其实，你也很想念我。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">但事实却让我始终相信，</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也许，你并不知道我在等你。</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我挂MSN，我总喜欢只打开你的分组，每一次，都能轻而易举看到你。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">每一次咚咚的敲门声后，我就会看看你，</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可你一直黑着一张臭脸，好像在生我的气。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">偶尔亮起来都不会动一动，总要我先向你问好。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">你怎么总是这么大的架子，这么大的谱，这么大的把握我一定会问好？</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">你总是“马上就要下了”，“你也快点下吧”，“我们都早点下吧”，</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我们又不是母鸡，为什么总赶着投胎一样要下啊？</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我等了那么久才等来你的一句话，根本还没把本儿说回来你就要下了……</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我想，</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也许，你并不知道我在等你。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我的天空今天有点灰，</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我想你，想你，好想你。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">不停揣测你心里，可曾有，我的姓名。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">才发现，</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">原来，你真的不知道我在等你。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">现在，我要离开了。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">或许想起曾经的我们，想起那些肆意欢笑的日子，想起那些画面，</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">想起那些瞬间，还会心痛。但是我累了，</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">所以我要离开，比很久很久还要久…… </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我们之所以会这样，</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">或者是</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">几米说：</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">因为你爱我时，我才喜欢你。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">你离开我时，我才爱上你。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">是你走得太快，</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">还是我赶不上你的脚步。</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">“不属于你的爱失去了，证明属于你的爱又近了一步，也许转过一个街角，路过一个闹市，真正属于你的爱会出现在你的眼前···”</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">温暖背后的残酷，微笑隐藏的泪水</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">还好</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我们都还年轻</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">还好，我决定离开了…… </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">只是单纯觉得</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">这文章写得很好</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">幽幽的刺痛</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">幽幽的黯然神伤</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-5769566774401349344?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-35655344898279756172011-04-07T20:48:00.002+08:002011-04-07T21:32:36.503+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#333399;">怎样</span></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">" </span></span><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">那是一种很累人的事情</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">若即若离</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">似远似近</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">找不到坚持的理由</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">却也说不出放弃的原因</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">很可悲 </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">"</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">今天上完早课</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我们又是聊了好几个小时</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">有一部分蛮好笑的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">她说</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">身边的朋友好像只剩我和她是单身了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我想了想</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">算了算</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">ehhhhh 真的耶</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Kexin 她们</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Simei 她们</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Huiqi 她们</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">总共９个女生</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">９个都是 couple 了的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">然后她说</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">不懂为什么现在我们２０岁</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">被别人问起</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">咦，有没有男朋友阿</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">而我们说</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">哦，单身啊</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">他们就摆出一副不敢相信的嘴脸</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">然后说</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">harrr zomok 单身的？</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">-.-</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">怎么了阿</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">现在单身不行哦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">没人要不行哦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">干吗把我们看成像外星人一样</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">ishhh</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">其实</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我想了想</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">也是很难啦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">除非那个人爱我够深</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">不然真的很难</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">如果是 KL 的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">那这两年怎么办</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">如果不是 KL 的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">那我两年后怎么办</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">唉</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我想我会单身到我毕业吧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">不要跟我说什么若相爱</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">距离不是问题</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">因为这东西我做到</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">别人也未必做到</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">做到的未必要我/我要</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">要我的/我要的未必做到</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">所以</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">算了吧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">随缘？</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">别人说若爱</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">就要努力争取</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">那争取？</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">别人却又说</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">爱情是不能勉强的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">你们讲完咯</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">唉 ~</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">其实我的要求也不是很高啊</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我欣赏的类型</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">不就是</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">阳光型 - </span></span><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">各种运动都 ok 的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">会弹琴爱唱歌的</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">（</span></span><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">可以是最好啦</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">）</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">比我高的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">有肩膀胸膛的 </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">（</span></span><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">有安全感，嘻嘻</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">）</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">专一的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">疼我的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">爱家的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">不需要很有钱</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">样子也不必太帅 </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">（</span></span><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">这样我会比较不担心，哈哈</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">）</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">可是最好是可爱型的啦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">像林俊杰那种</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">单眼皮也不错</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">哈哈哈 ~</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">呃</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">如果有这种男生赶快介绍给我认识认识 har ~</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">x)</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">有一种单身</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">只为了等一个人</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:)</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-3565534489827975617?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-48866129449331266092011-04-05T21:29:00.003+08:002011-04-05T21:44:22.263+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#333399;">枫</span></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#333399;"><br /></span></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">虽然我的老公是王力宏</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">和林俊杰<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">而我也不喜欢周杰伦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可是</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我还是选了他的歌<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">哈哈<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">周杰伦的创作才华是真的没法否定</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">说真的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我还蛮喜欢他的抒情歌曲耶</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">几乎每首</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">都很有 feel 下</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">"</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">枫</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">"</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">这是我最喜欢的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">周杰伦的抒情歌之一</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">不懂为什么每次听这首歌总是让我很有 feel</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我很喜欢这首歌的旋律</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">抒情中带点回忆的忧伤</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">是我最爱的典型 Emo 歌</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">哈哈</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可是也说真的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">这首的确有点难唱</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">找我自己的 key 也找蛮久的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">&gt;&lt;"</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">一如往常</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">听了以后<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">告诉我我需要改进改善的地方哦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">谢啦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">* </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">90度鞠躬</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"> *</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:D</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-a6339c385f11485d" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" 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style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#333399;">回忆起</span></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#333399;"><br /></span></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">End class 以后</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我和 Teng 去 OldTown 吃 KFC</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">那时接近中午时间</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">陆陆续续看到有很多中学生走过</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">看着那些中学生情侣</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我就开始坐在座位上往那个方向看去</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">静静的吃着</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">偶尔跟 Teng 讲下话</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">静静的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">静静的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">然后思绪就开始飘</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">飘回到去４年多以前</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">....</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">曾几何时</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我和他</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也是这样穿着校服</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">放学后一起去补习</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">一起吃午餐</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">或一起搭巴士回家</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">从 form 3 开始</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">每天</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">就这样腻在一起</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">....</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">那在一起３年８个月的各个画面</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">各个片段</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">不停的在我脑里跑出来</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">从懵懂的中学</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">走到了毕业</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">从毕业走到了一起打工</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">从打工走到了大学</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">中间的一切一切一直不停的重播</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">想起他曾对我说的承诺</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">想起他对我的好</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">想起他是如何的疼我</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">想起当我坚决说分开时那个场面</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">想起他眼眶含着泪转身的时候</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">想起分开后我们见到面</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">想起他为了挽救这段感情所作的一切一切</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我真的很痛</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">尤其是想起他那一句</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">“</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我真的会很不放心很担心你没有我在身边以后</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">自己一个人是否能照顾好自己...</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">”</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我真的没有办法控制的哭了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">在他最痛的那一刻他还在替我着想</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">他真的太了解我了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我一直都很依赖他</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">很爱嗲他</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">什么事都没有办法自己做好</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">照顾自己也是个大问题</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">就连半夜做了恶梦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">或是很小的事情也会要打给他对着他哭要他哄我</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">.....</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">这些片断不停的在转</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">不停的在倒带</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可是我知道回归到现实</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">那一些都已经是过去了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">分开８个月了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我放下了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">但有的时候</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">还是会想起那个曾经我那么深爱过</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">影响我那么深的他</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">他是我生命中陪伴我</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">疼爱我３年８个月</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">很特别的一个人物</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">在我心中他永远有个位置</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">是一个没有人可以取代的位置</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我已把他收好</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">放在我回忆里的最深处了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我希望“你”也能和我一样</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我们都要幸福哦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:)</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">少了我</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">你的生活</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">好像都没什么大改变</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">你知道吗</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">没有了你以后</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我生活是360度大转变</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">原本的一切都变样了</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">但</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">那么脆弱没用的我</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">都走过来了</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我希望你也能</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我要你幸福</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">记得</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">一定要比我幸福哦</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:)</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-4161374053279134335?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-66422188764269042762011-03-29T15:04:00.004+08:002011-03-29T15:21:27.780+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#333399;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">错的人</span></strong></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#333399;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span></strong></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">真的很喜欢这首歌</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">所以我学了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">贴切且刺痛的歌词</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">舒服但忧伤的旋律</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#6600cc;">萧亚轩 - 错的人</span></span></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-cf03a3f29207eef5" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v9.nonxt4.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Dcf03a3f29207eef5%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331217565%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D4F67CB40FCF33A515E872DE4E0032837EDB55D07.5AAC0321E2FDBBB1356E4752F0B2AD01E182CB26%26key%3Dck1&amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Dcf03a3f29207eef5%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3D8Ghb8z2cMLBnh0VhAq5k0bgQ3Ck&amp;autoplay=0&amp;ps=blogger"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="320" height="266" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v9.nonxt4.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Dcf03a3f29207eef5%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331217565%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D4F67CB40FCF33A515E872DE4E0032837EDB55D07.5AAC0321E2FDBBB1356E4752F0B2AD01E182CB26%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Dcf03a3f29207eef5%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3D8Ghb8z2cMLBnh0VhAq5k0bgQ3Ck&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /></object></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">同样的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">听了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">要给我意见哦</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"> :)</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我希望自己越来越进步</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:)</span></span></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-6642218876426904276?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-69584498906887215702011-03-28T13:43:00.000+08:002011-03-29T15:03:43.426+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#333399;">心情</span></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">好像很久没来写些东西了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">忙之余</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也应该说是没什么不开心的事吧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">所以没有要诉苦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">所有的 midterm 都过了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">心情是舒畅的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">有一种 finally it's over 的感觉</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">虽然我犯了很多错误</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">一直粗心大意</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也对自己很失望</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可是还好吧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">都过了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">呼</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">现在只想星期五赶快到来</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我要回 KL !! </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:D</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">才发现</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">都忘了 photoshoot 的事情</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">哈哈</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">去了两次</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">认识好多新朋友</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我只能说</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我是开心的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">之前的朋友</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我对他们好</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也对到累了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">当没人珍惜你对他们的好时</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">把你的好都当成理所当然</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">那真的是很伤人的一件事</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我最讨厌别人骗我了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">要骗我</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可以</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可是就打死都不要让我知道</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">唉</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">偏偏大学里的人</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">都嘛一个样</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">真心对人是不会得到真心的对待的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">被利用完了以后得到的只有伤害</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">算了吧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">至少我问心无愧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我自认对他们够好了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也够了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我没有欠任何一个人</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">看清了就没有必要再笨下去让他们利用</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我伤心</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">但我不会对每个人都失望</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">因为我还是没改变</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我依然相信</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">世上一定有会珍惜你的朋友</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">会有对你好的人</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">只是可能时间还没到 , 还没遇见罢了</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"> :D</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">至于感情嘛</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">就真的有种自己犯贱的感觉</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">哈哈</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">要我的 , 我不要</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我要的 , 却不会要我</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">当不要我的要我 , 我却又不要了<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">-.-</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">每次都是这样</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">timing 错到一个可以</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">嗯</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我知道不会有以后</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">那种可能性也几乎是等于零</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">但</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">喜欢一个人是一种感觉</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我真的没有办法解释</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">不知道这种感觉能够维持多久</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">事实上是在浪费时间...我知道啊</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可是我就说啊 , 感情这事情</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我犯贱啊 , 也固执吧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我喜欢就是喜欢</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">时间我又不是浪费不起</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">.....</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">但</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我还是只能说</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">被爱的确比爱人来得更幸福</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">尤其是喜欢一个很久才能看见一次的人</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">的确是蛮不懂怎么说的一件事</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">呼</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">才跟 teng 聊到</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我问她</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">如果现在有一个男生追你</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">你也感觉不错</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">你会选择开始吗</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">她说她应该 ok</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">当她反问我这个问题时</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我想了一下</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我说</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我敢喜欢一个人</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">但我不敢爱了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也许是对感情这东西没了信心</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我不知道</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我常说我很想身边有个人</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">可是自己也很矛盾</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">......</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">除非是心里没有任何人吧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">或许我就 ok</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">但矛盾点就是</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">心里有个 , 没有以后的人</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">眼前是有以后 , 却不在心里的人</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">唉</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">这就是所谓的犯贱吧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">当我不能确定我可以100%心向着某个人时</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我绝对不会选择开始</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我不想伤了人也伤了自己</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">毕竟</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">感情不能玩</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我也玩不起</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">啊</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">不说了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">总而言之就是个没有答案的问题</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">没办法把它给搞定</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">算了啦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">没办法争取的就随缘吧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">或许等等下</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">说不定有一天王力宏/林俊杰就出现了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">哈哈哈哈 ~ *发梦-ing*</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">一些 photoshoot 的照片~~<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">第一次在 UTAR 里面拍<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-RM_sBDqumSY/TZFuLxerynI/AAAAAAAAAW0/GM8mTSUrdQ0/s320/41.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5589369761083148914" /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 198px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-RoassPm3c3M/TZFt9HDgY4I/AAAAAAAAAWk/Y99aSjPnLcI/s320/10.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5589369509176697730" /></div><div align="center"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 221px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-jnErfD_wvJM/TZFt842hrzI/AAAAAAAAAWc/ZuN9jJOAcJg/s320/6.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5589369505364160306" /></div><div align="center"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-umZ7VqqDEo8/TZFt8hoOckI/AAAAAAAAAWU/OXGTCNJdhsQ/s320/4.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5589369499130163778" /></div><div align="center"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 213px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-JpwQ_B57r3A/TZFt9Fug6mI/AAAAAAAAAWs/7acFDT-tCVY/s320/37.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5589369508820216418" /></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">第二次</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">在 LataKinjang Waterfall</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"> :)</span></span></div><div align="center"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-FDgcf3s11eY/TZFu6LCiboI/AAAAAAAAAW8/od97IE5SShk/s320/188918_1842363851215_1004137815_2232647_842360_n_conew1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5589370558218399362" /></div><div align="center"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-9eM6e_F_pVY/TZFu6ZxzP0I/AAAAAAAAAXU/OHnfK-0BC78/s320/198078_1842371971418_1004137815_2232655_350064_n_conew1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5589370562174730050" /></div><div align="center"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-5HExkzUr2II/TZFu6SHfCpI/AAAAAAAAAXM/t7Uu912E18Q/s320/190768_1842370331377_1004137815_2232653_5022981_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5589370560118196882" /></div><div align="center"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-rKFQXSADcfo/TZFu6HLgAGI/AAAAAAAAAXE/KNo0CMbMDNQ/s320/190760_1842366851290_1004137815_2232648_7567377_n_conew1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5589370557182247010" /></div><div align="center"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 173px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-2CIGkEMpA88/TZFu6pTQYiI/AAAAAAAAAXc/mnWKma0V2Mw/s320/4.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5589370566341583394" /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">嗯</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">*靠着墙</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">低着头</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">玩手指*</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">LOL xD</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-6958449890688721570?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-26463217410790060432011-03-18T19:29:00.007+08:002011-03-18T20:16:58.735+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#333399;">生日快乐？是，20岁生日，超快乐!</span></span></strong></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"> :D</span></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><br /></span></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><br /></span></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><br /></span></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 266px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-UGDhDN5Q9pg/TYNLbfF6ZeI/AAAAAAAAAVU/4WwT5ntVE5E/s320/DSC01351_conew1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5585390898444396002" /><span style="color:#993399;">我的 DORAEMON 巧克力蛋糕！！</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">超好吃</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">超可爱</span><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">！！</span><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:D:D:D</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="color:#6600cc;">15/03/2011 凌晨12点</span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">在朋友家赶 assignment discussion 的我</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">被 ah bing mama 拉走</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">他买了一片蛋糕</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">插了一支蜡烛</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">给了我许愿的机会</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">因为</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">他记得</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我说过</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">生日我很在意有没有蜡烛</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:'D</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我很感动</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-U9F5J7WodIg/TYNKYLS5uRI/AAAAAAAAAVM/SU9gdioC9W4/s320/DSC01311.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5585389742078933266" /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我的第一片蛋糕和蜡烛！</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><strong>15/03/2011 凌晨 12.30</strong></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><strong><br /></strong></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">吃完了那片蛋糕</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我赶回去 assignment discussion</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">结果</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">在忙着 reply sms 的我</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">被突然暗下来的客厅</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">吓到我</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">很快的看了一下站我旁边关灯的 KahWeng</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">再转回头看坐在我前面的 LeeJien 和 HuiQi</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">他们就很突然的跟我唱生日歌！</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">然后 BeeKee 就拿着点着了蜡烛的蛋糕</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">从楼梯走上来</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:O</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">真的很惊喜！</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我没想过他们会替我庆祝</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">感动到够够力</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">T_T</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">谢谢你们~</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">还有 KahWeng , 谢谢你的 BearBear !</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">这是我收到的第一份礼物</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我很喜欢 </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:D</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">有小小的庆祝</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我已经很惊喜了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">是真的没想到会有礼物</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">你们好有心哦</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">真的很感动</span></span></div><div align="center"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-BsG9xfuIy1U/TYNJsFbAgpI/AAAAAAAAAUk/vv58uqRKfgg/s320/199422_1470351297601_1798170828_863440_6085485_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5585388984588075666" /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">谢谢你们！！♥</span></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="color:#6600cc;">15/03/2011 晚上 8.30</span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">Teng 说 Bing 不得空</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">不能和我一起吃一个生日晚餐</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">只有 HuiQi 和 HuanHuan 跟我一起吃</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我知道大家最近真的忙到无日无夜</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">所以我就说没关系啊</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">有心就好了 ~</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">结果我上车以后</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">载了她们两个</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">她们就叫我想我要吃什么</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">由于金宝也没什么特别的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我就很认真的想咯</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">想着想着</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">Teng 突然说忘记带钱包</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">然后 HuiQi 和 HuanHuan 就说</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">那样我们先陪她回家拿咯</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">再慢慢想要吃什么</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我哦了一声</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">就继续很认真地想我要吃什么</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也一直在问她们想吃什么</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">结果</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">去到 Teng 家的门口</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">她就笑笑的跟我说</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">“在我家吃啦！”</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我望回去她家</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">竟然看到很多很多很多人！</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:O</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">吓到了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">Sum, Anney , Garden 他们全部人都在！</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">BBQ party 叻</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我的天啊</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">真的吓到</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">很很很很惊喜！</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我才到不久</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">住我家隔壁的 Fai 他们</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">也来了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">真的没有想到那么多人会来耶</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">因为大家真的都很忙 </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">T_T</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">结果</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">过没多久</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">SiMei , YiLing 他们也来了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我真的很 OMG 叻</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">很多很没想到的人事物啊</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">T_T</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我人生中第一次有这样的惊喜</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">好感动</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">谢谢你们</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">你们让我的１９岁结束得很完美；</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">２０岁开始得很开心</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">除了谢谢</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我也不懂还有什么可以说</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:'D</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">*大合照拿到了再补上来 :)*<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">爱死你们了 !</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">特别是我亲爱的堂表妹</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">Debbie Goh Siew Teng</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">和</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我亲爱的姐妹／兄弟／妈妈</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">Ngai Hao Bing</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">你们花了很多时间和心思</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我知道的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">很感激你们为我所作的一切</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:D</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">谢谢！！</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">还有谢谢你们的礼物<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我都很喜欢很喜欢<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">♥</span></span><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-MssfuMeuRsE/TYNMKoQHvbI/AAAAAAAAAVc/RU1zSzqWLv8/s320/DSC01331.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5585391708356984242" /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">Bear Bear from KahWeng</span> <span style="color:#ff0000;">:D</span></span></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-pv3o15f6PFc/TYNMKxhf-lI/AAAAAAAAAVs/J-XiQilvNO4/s320/DSC01353.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5585391710845794898" /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">Very Cute Etude House HandCream and LipBalm from</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">Sum , Ney , Carmen , ShanMei &amp; Ahma !</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"> :D</span></span></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-NjIga4DNjpM/TYNMKosgVAI/AAAAAAAAAVk/JNkOE08p-20/s320/DSC01348.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5585391708476036098" /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">DORAEMON !!!</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">from Fai , John &amp; Kaixiang </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:D</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;">希望我的愿望都能实现</span><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#ff6666;">♥♥♥</span><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:D</span><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-2646321741079006043?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-8860445301612662262011-03-14T11:42:00.003+08:002011-03-14T11:56:46.177+08:00<p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><strong><span style="color:#333399;">生日快乐 ?</span></strong></span></span></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-Ags7csVP1j0/TX2RnwyTQXI/AAAAAAAAAUc/Qz7QdsJHBHQ/s1600/ChocolateBirthdayCake.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-Ags7csVP1j0/TX2RnwyTQXI/AAAAAAAAAUc/Qz7QdsJHBHQ/s320/ChocolateBirthdayCake.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5583779225306087794" /></a><br /></p><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">越接近就越有一种失落感</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">不明的失落感</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">从以前开始</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">就是多么的希望</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">有人会记得我的生日</span></span><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">有人会唱生日歌给我听</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">有人会给我许愿的机会</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">......</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">过了两年很失落的生日</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">今年</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我也不太敢抱期望了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">最近大家都在忙</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">甚至</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">也许</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">根本就没人会记得吧</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">而且</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">可能</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我的生日就是跟一堆</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Assignments , Notes 一起过</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">唉</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">一年过得好快啊</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">还记得去年的生日是多么的凄惨</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">是人生中</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">第一次没蛋糕的生日</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">没有人替我庆祝</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">没有蛋糕 = 没有蜡烛</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">没有蜡烛 = 没有愿望</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">也许这就是为什么我那一整年都那么衰？</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">T_T</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">呼~</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">ok</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">不要误会</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我没有 emo 啊</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我只是感触 </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">哈哈</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">看开就好 ~</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">记得昨晚跟 bing 聊天</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">他说了一个很好笑的东西</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">就是</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">“我知道你最想要什么礼物！哈哈”</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">...</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">-.-</span></span><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">...</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">最好是可以把他打包送给我啦你</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">哈哈哈</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-886044530161266226?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-35309106528209438442011-03-13T17:57:00.003+08:002011-03-13T18:15:02.143+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#333399;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">乱弹乱唱－坏人</span></strong></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#333399;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span></strong></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">哈哈</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">在努力学习自弹自唱</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"> :D</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">昨天我和 Debbie photoshoot 中途休息有两个小时</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">所以她就来我宿舍咯</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">因为没有东西做的关系</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我就想说唱一下</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">唱给她听</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">然后叫她给意见 ~</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">因为这首歌我也不熟</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">所以只有小小一段</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">嘻嘻</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">不好意思</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我不是 camara shy</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我是因为要看 laptop 里的 chord</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">所以头一直转去另一边</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">xD</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我知道是有点难听</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">哈哈哈</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">可是我还是要意见！</span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">:D</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">哦对</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">如果可以</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">带 earphone 听咯</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">因为不懂为什么整个听起来很小声</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-233b654bcf6d7d35" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" 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style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#333399;">抉择</span></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">有时候</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">也不懂是否应该相信自己的直觉</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">或我应该称之为第六感</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">也有的时候</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">明明知道了直觉感受到的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">是正确的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">可是却是自己不愿面对那事实</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">然后</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">就开始在那里催眠自己</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">告诉自己或许这次不准</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">往往</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">这些有的没有的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">就间接的影响着我想做的决定</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">往往</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">就会把自己推进一个死胡同里</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">酿成一个进退两难的状况</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">往前一步怕会是错</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">退后一步却又怕后悔</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我想</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我有抉择困难症 </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">><</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">常常没办法决定自己的事情</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">啊</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">救命</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">嗯</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">有个很假设性的问题</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">想问问你们</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">如果是你们</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">你们会如何做选择</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">如果</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">现在有两个人</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">一个</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">是你喜欢，可是他／她不喜欢你的人</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">一个</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">是他／她喜欢你，可是你不喜欢的人</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">若是一定要二选一</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">你会选择哪一个</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">会选择等待那个你喜欢的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">或是选择和那个对你好的人一起算了？</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">噢对</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">不要问我会选哪个</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">因为我才刚说了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我有选择困难症</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">哈哈</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <br /></span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">或许</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">那已不是关心</span></span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">那只是礼貌</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/849211654269641583-6110486817622356588?l=the-only-jess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>JessLimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17463555777847757818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-849211654269641583.post-10622160940062208752011-03-05T17:03:00.003+08:002011-03-05T17:23:46.038+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="color:#333399;"><span style="font-size:130%;">莫名其妙</span></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">那是一种莫名奇妙的感觉</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">不知道自己要干什么的感觉</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">很多事情要做</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">却不知道从哪里开始做起</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">“我好累”</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">这句话我已经重复又重复了好多遍</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我说不闷</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">别人听也听到闷了</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我不是想一直重复的</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">而是</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">我是已经累到不知道要用什么字来形容我有多累</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">所以我只会说</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">“我好累...好累"</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">昨天晚上我妈打给我</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">跟她在聊时</span></span></div><div 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